_Jdematt

Hey everybody. Hope you all have been doing well since the last post. Not too much is really going on with me lately, life's been relatively uneventful lately. Nothing's really changed about me either... still single...still growing my hair out... still writing and playing music as much as possible. Finals week here wasn't really all that bad. Actually, I did less work this week than any other this year, it's just there was no parties at all. Besides that, I'd say they were survivable. Going home is going to suck but hopefully I'll get to hang out with everyone from school. Have a good vacation everyone! <3 Jimbly

This one's going out to my boys up at bloom.

Politics and You

Alright, I've had it up to my fucking balls in this political bullshit that's going on. Yes, it does only happen once every four years. It's not like christmas, so don't act like it. Yes, you need to voice your choice. No, you facist-wannabe assholes don't have to follow me around with papers, screaming at me to voice my choice (which you usually try to sway into your choice). The campus here could be described as a cross between an anti-abortion rally and a crack house. These blood thirsty motherfuckers just come running up to you with documentation in hand and start their little shpiel. My response usually consists of a derogatory body gesture, the words "solicitation bitch?", or a concise "fuck off." I'm all for people trying to make a difference, but I'm also for making a difference in the way a person's face looks with a baseball bat after they harass me on several occasions. Fuck Kerry, fuck Bush, (not gonna say fuck Nader....Nader, you my boy!) and lastly, fuck you if you have a problem with understanding the words "I'm not voting."

On a more considerate and warm note, today was actually a pretty good day. I decided to not goto my only class, and I chilled all day at the dorm accomplishing an incredible amount of nothing. I finally got my package from the mentally handicapped people at getboards. It only took a week and a half and a Fed-Ex reroute for my 3-day shipping to get here. Yay. On a final note, I leave you with these words, words you should never forget and always ponder about whe n questioning the true meaning of life.
Body massage machine...Go!

The most painful words were the ones you never spoke.

"Quiet and empty I walked back alone. The air was cold and unforgiving. I knew this was goodbye. The warm smell of laundry made my eyes tear more as I climbed the stares to my room. Weak and frustrated, this is how you've left me. I'm uncertain, am I mistaken? Say this is a dream and I'll soon awaken. Nightmare sounds much better suited to this hand I've been dealt, but I'm seeing hearts colored black."

Yes, this is for you.

Well last night was definetly an interesting one at that. A bunch of people from my hall and I went to the Weatherly Cemetery which is rumored to be haunted. After being there last night and seeing the things I did, I agree with the rumors. You just have the feeling that you shouldn't be there and you definetly aren't welcome....at all. I saw some crazy shit while I was there, and others who were there with me could vouch for how crazy the stuff was that we experienced. Have a good one people.

Hey there readers. Things are looking up. After having a talk with that special someone I've come to realize that I'm willing to do whatever it may take to try and make this work. I don't care how long, I'll wait for you. As for the nice little post that "Erin" left, I'd like to know who you are and what your problem is. Thanks for posting though, I'm glad you reading my blog infuriates and frustrates you. It makes my world spin round. ;-)